脑海中,
思绪好乱,
搞不懂,
究竟是怎么一回事,
最近,我的天空,好灰,
我的心,是个落叶的季节。
想对他说些什么,
但说不上个所以然来,
只想说声,对不起。
意识到,
我和他之间,
好像有了微妙的变化,
不知道是什么,
也许,是自己做的不够好。
才发现,
那么多年,
其实,什么都不清楚。
痛,
不知道如何表达,
或者该说,
其实,情已逝?
休息,是为了走更长的路,
你就是我的地图。
想要和你一起走到最后,
但我遗失了地图。
是不是,想太多?
缺乏安全感。
不晓得,2个人的感情基础究竟有多强,
不了解,感情的基地到底存放着什么,
说穿了,什么都不是,
感觉不到在乎,
也许,有其他的人事物,
更值得你去在乎。
累了,
不喜欢这种生活,
很抱歉,
无法达到你的要求,
若要离开,
也不强求,
毕竟,拖得够久了,
纵然再舍不得,
也已经是过去式。
关于你,
我不懂。
投其所好,
难易,看个人观点。
面对你,
我不知道我还有付出多少的努力。
不是不愿意,
只是该如何?
6年半
所有的风雨、考验
都过去了吗?
还是正要开始?
我祈求,
我希望,
一切会平安度过,
我们可以一起走到最后。
旅途中的休息,
都只是为了准备更好的自己来迎接更艰巨的挑战,
而不是止步不前。
Friday, August 19, 2011
Tuesday, August 16, 2011
short updated!
oh yeah~~~~~!
life is busy....that's why...i neglected my bloggie :')
maybe is an excuse or bla*3
SEM 2 of 1st year Degree life do suck very much T^T
**allow me to cry badly here..lol
1week 4subject's tutorial...
and don't think is an easy job!!!!
3days holiday like nothing...
i have no idea why time do flies so fast in this sem?
no time for me to take a break,a rest, go on a vacation blablabla....
again blablabla =.='' *sweat
i like the word bla*3 xd
this week worst...
cuz need to spend some....should be said lots ?
teehee.....
have to put some time on my new phone~
Samsung Galaxy S II~!
thx for mummy & daddy for paying advance for it <3
muacks :-*
and now...i am their debtor?
lol....need to pay for the amount of credit card amount that they swiped for me+monthly phone bill....
this make my savings drop seriously T^T
*again i cry =)
haha ^^
by the way....
how come the smartphone so smart?
make me feel i'm a noobie >.<
will sort and fix it out shortly....
*smile*
disadvantage of smartphone:-
-too smart
-battery dying fast
-make me can't concentrate abit on my study
-make me broke
-make me need to work hard
-to be listed out if i find more in the future ^.~
have to go...............
my aim is to finish up my homework but not msn-ing , fb-ing , blog-ing.....
*shoo*shoo*
get lost now!
bye~!
have a sweet dream , everyone!
good nites!
life is busy....that's why...i neglected my bloggie :')
maybe is an excuse or bla*3
SEM 2 of 1st year Degree life do suck very much T^T
**allow me to cry badly here..lol
1week 4subject's tutorial...
and don't think is an easy job!!!!
3days holiday like nothing...
i have no idea why time do flies so fast in this sem?
no time for me to take a break,a rest, go on a vacation blablabla....
again blablabla =.='' *sweat
i like the word bla*3 xd
this week worst...
cuz need to spend some....should be said lots ?
teehee.....
have to put some time on my new phone~
Samsung Galaxy S II~!
thx for mummy & daddy for paying advance for it <3
muacks :-*
and now...i am their debtor?
lol....need to pay for the amount of credit card amount that they swiped for me+monthly phone bill....
this make my savings drop seriously T^T
*again i cry =)
haha ^^
by the way....
how come the smartphone so smart?
make me feel i'm a noobie >.<
will sort and fix it out shortly....
*smile*
disadvantage of smartphone:-
-too smart
-battery dying fast
-make me can't concentrate abit on my study
-make me broke
-make me need to work hard
-to be listed out if i find more in the future ^.~
have to go...............
my aim is to finish up my homework but not msn-ing , fb-ing , blog-ing.....
*shoo*shoo*
get lost now!
bye~!
have a sweet dream , everyone!
good nites!
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